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[Sep. 12th, 2009|03:23 pm] |
there's always light at the end of the tunnel (:
for my 21st, considering it as a big gift for myself,
i will be HOOOOOOOOOOOOOME! for xmas, 2nd anniversary, baby's bday, new years, valentines~ so ultra excited!
now will this NIE shit please end already.... TYVM.
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[Sep. 8th, 2009|10:52 pm] |
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i'm pregnant, and its a girl
(:
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[Aug. 21st, 2009|01:29 am] |
baby,
the melancholy hits me bad. i wake up in the nights hoping you would be there unknowingly sleeping on my pillow and snatching my blanket away. i wake up in the mornings hoping you would be there so i can watch you sleeping so soundly and then give you a big hug when you're awake. there is no doubt that we're so great together and how we always manage to effortlessly read each other's minds and finish up each other's sentences. some friction is inevitable and is part of every other relationships. true, we had some quiet moments.. but at the end of the day we would always just laugh over it thinking how silly it was. i'm touched by the way you care for me, with little things like making food for us, warming up the fireplace while i'm busy snoozing away.. and constantly telling me i have to drink more water and eat heathier foods becos i have constipation. and despite my annoyance, being selfish and a little impatient sometimes, you are always patient with me. that my dear, is something i have to learn from you.
you know, i miss the way the sunshine would light up your face. i would then check out what is the colour of your eye then.. be it blue, grey or green, it never fails to mesmerize me everytime.
i regretted not hugging you awhile longer, or even give you one more kiss before i left.. for at that point i felt i was going to breakdown anytime. i should have stayed a moment more, even if its just a second.
seeing you on the webcam makes me miss our home even more. i feel a little lost alone in here, i would really like to annoy the hell out of you with that "baby play with me" in the most kiddish tone ever, like i always do. i feel empty when you're not by my side and i need to feel whole again.
4 months is a pretty great deal of time and living life without you here by me is more than i can bear. but we've been thru 8.. and then 6.. i know you hate to see me sad and feel bad so i will be strong.. becos every day that we are apart brings us also a day closer to the day we'll be together again.
i always think, lucky we got bored that day, lucky i came to talk to you that day and lucky i'm in love with my best friend.
i'm everything i am becos you love me.
i miss you
so much.
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[Aug. 20th, 2009|12:03 am] |
ohh i really really REALLY hope baby gets reply for the internships.. then i won't feel so depressed anymore.. then we can be together.. then i will explode with megaaaaa happiness!!
lautturi, kuule mitä mä toivon ....
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